When I heard the news,
My heart fell on the floor
I was on a plane on my way to Baltimore
In these trouble times its hard enough as it is
My soul has a known a better life than this
I wonder how so many can be in so much pain,
While others dont seem to feel a thing
Then I curse my whiteness,
and I get so damn depressed,
In a world with suffering,
Why should I be so blessed?
I heard about a woman who lives in Colorado,
She built a monument of sorts behind the garage door
Where everyday she prays for all whom are born
And all whose souls have passed on
Sometimes my trouble gets so thick
I can't see how I'm gonna get through it
but then I'd rather be stuck up in a tree
Then be tied to it
There is so much more.
I don't feel comfortable witt the way my clothes fit
I cant get used to my bodys limits
I got some fancy shoes to try and giggle away these blues
They cost a lot of money but they arent worth a thing
I wanna free my feet from the broken glass and concrete
I need to get out of this city
Lay upon the ground stare a hole in the sky
Wondering where I go when I die
When I die.
-So Much More - BD
All in all everything is good. I had a mini-vacay last week and took full advantage of it. It also snowed last Sunday but didn't stick. I can't get over still how beautiful it is out here. I can't believe I actually live so close to it.
Haggerty and his brother are visiting its gonna be ridic because its halloween weekend!! I will be Wayne from Waynes World, schwinnggg.
I've been smiling for no reason lately I sorta love my life right now. And seeing the snowy mountains everyday on my way to work helps it as well.